I've got a nice confession actually it's a good story okay here goes...:
you all know by now that i love to write more than love it's a passion but while i was in middle school i was terrible. in fact school was only good to me the last two years of it. i had strait F's was held back once in sixth grade and again in seventh, after i was held back in seventh i was deemed "unfit to be with the majority of the student body" by the school board and was moved into the oppertunity program, where i was cut off from the rest of the school with people who were troublemakers or were like me. these trouble makers often bullied me thats when i got serious with my martial arts soon i became a force to be reconed with. but after i sent one person to the hospitol with a broken arm i was expelled. as a result i had to make up three classes in summer school but this was not possible so the board made a deal with me."if you succesfully compleate two of the courses we will send you to the next grade but you will attend CT (continuation school) i accepted but i had no intention of going because from what i had heard (from both students and staff) it was a juvinal hall except you got to go home every day. so i purposley failed this class because with this pressure and that i get from my brother i think i would have gone crazy.

so i was enroled in home school. now while i was in opportunity i met a teacher named Ms. White she told me later that the dean gave her a file of "good little boys and girls" so she promptly threw it away and picked up the hard cases. she found my profile and said "give me him i want him" and i shall be forever grateful for her tenacity. almost overnight i went from a strait F student to A's and B's. around the same time The Chronicles of Narnia movie came out and after seeing it i got the books. when White found out that i had them she made me write an essay about each one and so we discovered my ability to write. so i wrote and wrote then one night i had a weird dream and i wrote my first book off of it.

now that i was under the guidance of my mentor i finished all the grades that i had to catch up with in ONE YEAR! it was a complete change in direction for me and one i will never forget... now i am getting married my books are being published and a life that was before a dark cloud of despair and grief is now a vibrant and fruitful peaceful existence.

if you have read this whole thing then i thank you if you have questions or comments please feel free to post them :)

you could write a story just about your life and I am sure it would get published.
The story shows me that god is real and that he has a good humor (or she?)

hell it doesn't even encorporate my drug adled brother and his stealing or my grandma (god rest her soul) who used to treat me like a servant

like I said You could write a book

Happily ever after... :D

So, how does breaking a person's arm feel like?

Guilty making. Though when I did it, I didn't mean to. I threw someone and they smashed their arm into a curb. :/

Lol.
I broke some guy's tooth once, I wasn't guilty .. on the contrary I felt happy.

Well I think what tsuchinoko finder did was absoleutly fair because he was bullied by students that he did not harm or hurt.

One time I did the same thing before my class started, I once had a poem memorization assignment to finish. While I was prepared waiting for my class to start. I saw a crosseyed bully bulliying other students kicking punching them without any reason! So I was furious :angry: about that so I realized I was in the stomach. So I began charging at him beating him up until his face was covered in blood and then he began threatening me that after class he would beat the hell out of me. So while I was in class he was abusing me in a manner of gender (calling me a gay). So after class I went to my locker and found this crosseyed freak waiting for me and He began with his dirty mouth and started to punch and kick. I was even thrown to the ground with hisjump over me. I began to remember some of the CQC techinques (REALLY) :snake: . Then I began to punch him and his face hit the metal locker that was opened by a student. So my friends stopped me from kicking his ass on and on:killer:. After that day He didn't even touch me!!!

LMAO .. the last person I will remember if I am in the middle of a fight is Solid Snake .. forget CQC. :haha: *no offence man*

BTW, I agree with you .. if you stand up against a bully and make him/her taste the ground, nobody touches you after that.

Yeah, let's brag about mindless violence so we can boast about our manly.

Violence is bad, kids.

There are far better ways to deal with situations than punching someone.

When did anyone ever condone violence?

If you try to use that against me .. well, let me get this straight .. stand up against a bully doesn't mean you have to fight him. And taste the ground doesn't necessarily mean a knock out.

EDIT: When did anyone ever condone violence in this topic?

well actually you are right man But mabye you need these techniques some how later on, But what always goes on my mind is snake because I really think of him as an idol or a role model in some way.


About the vioence part I tried everying with this guy I threatened him it didn't work, I tried to ignore him it didn't work, so I just got in case that I should use violence to send a message to BACK OFF :angry: . I did not say that violence is always your answer to bullies. not all bullies work with violence man some of them need to understand that beating up people is bad!! But I agree with you :D

It's obvious that subconciously these drawn out stories about your beating up people is all part of projecting an image that has a certain masculinity to it because you beat people up.

They don't need to say "Yay for violence!" to be trying to use it as something to be proud of, or make it seem positive.

Okay… getting a little off-topic with the violence thing here, guys. But just to throw in my two cents, I’ll quote a line from V For Vendetta:

Violence should never be used as an initial way of going about things, however, there are cases when it is acceptable – but again, it should always be last priority. (Although, I’ve always enjoyed beating up on my friends – nothing serious though, obviously)


Anyway, I can really relate to you tsuchi; I, too, tend to suck pretty badly at school – I’m what you might know as being a bit of a slack-ass. Seriously though, I can’t seem to make myself do something if I don’t see the point in it. I mean, fuck algebra! That shit won’t help me in the future. But yeah, it’s a bit of a problem of mine which really does me no good. However, the subjects that I do enjoy and see point in – I excel at!

In any case, like you, only about a year ago, my English skills (grammar, punctuation etc.) sucked ass! I honestly did not know shit. …It’s really quite embarrassing looking back on those times. So as fate would have it, the ONLY real reason why my English skills have improved is mainly due to being on internet forums and seeing how people lay things out etc. – things I could learn from a book if reading didn’t do my fucking head it! But yeah, just being here has helped me beyond wheat I initially expected.

So, subsequently, I pretty much went from the bottom of my English class to the fucking TOP! Whoa… it’s still quite amazing how that happened. Anyway, I’ve always been rather fond of stories/narratives… but I was never really able to express myself too much due to my terrible grammar and such. Now, I’ve found a doorway to scriptwriting which is something I really hope to pursue in the future – my teachers say that I’m a shoe in… however, I don’t like to rely on what a 'teacher' thinks.

All in all, your situation alone, tsuchi, is enough to prove that the way the schooling system works is complete bullshit! I mean, they try to imprint this idea that if you’re a failure when you’re in fifth grade, you’re gonna be a failure the next year and subsequently, be a failure for ever! However, as we should know… that really isn’t the case. The only years at school that seem to mean ANYTHING is your last two years – namely eleven and twelve, if you do/done them. However, even so… regardless of your grades, if you want to do something you KNOW you can do, then all that stuff just doesn’t seem to matter. In my case, the VAST majority of shit I learn – I’m not going to need in a career in scriptwriting, but I know I can get there.

At the end of the day, I’m so glad to hear that someone, a lot like myself, has overcome the odds and been able to do something really great with their life. Really, congratulations! ^_^

:mellow: yes way to go now we just go to get me to do it

Sorry, but I just laughed and stopped reading at the part where you say you love to write and yet you cannot punctuate correctly nor can you spell "straight"
I'm sorry, but really, was I supposed to take you seriously?


ah screw it, I'll read it anyway and edit this post

EDIT:Cool story, now why don't you take that and make a fictional story based off of these events?

Sorry for being off topic again guys .. really sorry..
@JCC: That was the most idiotic and unreasoned post I have seen from you man. When you can't find any post which says support violence etc., you make conclusions. ;)

WTF?! Again a fucking unreasoned conclusion .. if you are referring to the tooth incident I was talking about. Well, here's the full story:

Me and my friend were playing soccer in a street corner, just doing some random small-time tricks and passing to each other. This guy comes running out of nowhere kicks the ball on purpose and proceeds to run away. My friend went to retrieve the ball which got stuck under a car which was parked nearby while I swore loudly at the guy who kicked MY soccer ball. I didn't expect him to hear it but yea, he did and he came back his fists balled and trying to get a shot at my face. And the next thing I know I broke his tooth, but he still wants to fight .. my friend comes back running trying to sort things out. I think the guy thought that my friend came there to give me a hand, so he obviously stopped fighting and he went his way and I went my way .. happily ever after and yea, I felt happy about breaking that asshole's tooth.

And this was probably the only incident when I got into a fight and beat someone up.

STFU! Unless you are a psychiatrist and a good one at that don't fucking talk about my subconcious.

@Tam: Yup, I agree with you a 100%, sometimes violence is the only way out buy it should always be the last option. BTW, V for Vendetta is one of my all time favorite movies. ^_^

@Tsuchinoko Finder:
I remember when I was studying in the 4th grade ... there was some guy in 7th or 8th who got a book published. I think it was published over here (UAE) only. But its an accomplishment to get something published when you are in school.

I wasn't, I was talking to CQC man, who, for the record, I believe is lying.

It's not psychiatrist stuff, this is called simple deduction. :roll:

EDIT:

My thoughts exactly. Except the last bit.

JCC, about the cqc part of course I was lying about it well I need training to learn but i was trying to exaggerate the story! :haha: But about the bully I am serious about it. How could you believe I was fighting this guy with CQC!? Of course I was lying! But I was telling you that fighting bullys sometimes works if you want him to stay away from you.

wow. went from strait F's to a's abd B's in one year? and now you're getting married too? Life is good for you isn't it? ^_^

And that is EXACTLY what I'm saying. If you didn't exaggerate for bragging rights, what did you exaggerate for?

So there, Snake_Ultsol.

I guess you got a point about that JCC. Sorry about that, and The last thing I would do is brag

Aiite, so we cool then? B)

@q8snake: <_<

agreed i only use my martial arts when it is absolutly nessicary which for me is when the person pulls a weapon because my hands are registered so a bit of advice don't pull a weapon on me it just gives me the excuse i need :ph43r:

also it does kinda feel good to break a guys arm but only if they really really piss me off the last guy who's arm i broke was probably going to rape my fiance and then stabbed me in the leg

Tamashi_7...thank you now i know i'm not the only one lol i got the same problem as you plus i procrastinate really really badly and to tell you the truth i really like what you said there it is an inspirational story as well once again thank you