Well, See I have been out to sea for 44 days today. None of if fun since I have been extended for 26 days out here, it's not to bad just means 7 month deployment for me. Okay the problem starts with my work has been going down hill because I'm in the Navy, I have 2 1/2 years in, The news guy on board do not like to act like they're in the military. Other than that I have to work late days becasue they don't like to be where they are supposed to be or do what they are told. Now, on board they like to punish as a whole thinking that we are going to go out of are way to find those people and make them go to where they need to be. Other than that I do my shit at least 95% of the time. Now I forgot to do a simple task in the after hours of my off time the little bit I get. I got cussed out by My BM3, Assitant Leading Petty Officer, and Leading Petty Officer for this. Well i'm sorry I know I messed up. Well, problem is that with this and the other bullshit going on I got my personal life that's driving my insane already. I've got a warrent out for me, I missed a court date and i got all the paper work for that. Now my grandmother has terminal cancer and i'm 90% sure I won't get back in time to see her alive again. Also i'm trying to get my wife set up so she can get our apartment in San Deigo ready for when I get back. Also a new problem arised a few day ago my father got assulted by my insane uncle, at my grandmothers house and i was helping him get ready to move to AZ I don't know when I'll see him again after this. My brother lives at my grandmothers house, he's freaked out, he's my twin. Now the thing is I don;t know how to stay focus on my work here when I have my mind there? I feel like i'm in a box which is one of the things that just gets my freaking out. I hate being stuck at one point of anything. I want to make my last year in the Navy something that i can be proud of to see that say that I never got in trouble. So again I can't talk to anyone in my chain of command they just blow me off and tell me to suck it up.

Damn dude all of those things really suck hard. Everyone goes through somewhat similiar situations in their life when they feel utterly helpless man so try not to worry to much about it although I know that is incredibly hard. Can you apply for some sort of transfer though?

If he can, I would assume it's probably going to take a hell of a long time.
Might be worth the sanity in the long run though, Odin. Assuming your next station is any better than the last.

No Not while on a deployment.. And when I get back it'll be easier but right now I'm just getting shafted so hard it's driving me nuts. I mean the fact that I'm a 21 year old man, as of 20th this month, I had to have an escourt to use the head. And they try to say I should act like a Grow man. How can I if they treat me as if I'm 6 years old?