My Doe of SummerMy doe of summer, logically afraid
and mesmerized by me,
and I by her, staring at each other
intensely for eternity, time and the forest
and she and myself standing completely still,
cigarette almost going out in my hand, unpuffed,
her big black eyes locked into mine - blue -
she doesn't know if she should run from me
or come and say hi,
and does she have a family she's trying
to protect? From me? Will I provoke her?
Or stroke her gorgeous tan coat? And give her
delicious trail mix? Or shoot her dead
with a big terrible gun? - Ugh -
Rodents snap twigs somewhere, we pay no attention,
for these few minutes I am the doe
and the doe is me,
who would want to kill such a beautiful girl?
-4/22/08, 10:17 P.M.
Who gives a damn if the planet dies,
that means we all die with it and I hate we all,
so why should I care about the environment
when I want the human race dead.
Pillage the resources, eradicate the trees -
carbon-copy houses and expensive shopping centers
are prettier anyway -
Plan massive organized hunts for wolves
the moment they're removed from endangered list -
wolf equals devil and devil must die -
Replace nature with manufactured goods, we weren't meant
to live with this "nature" thing in the first place -
Rape Mother Earth with industry, grow fat on her
resources which we take at will -
Destroy this planet we owe our lives to and when
we die ourselves we won't even give our bodies
back, no you can't have me I will not
decompose and return to my home I
wanna be locked in a vault underground
for eternity!
Do something now or it's all over for you,
she was better off before us and will be
better off after us.
-4/22/08, 10:44 P.M.
To JackO Kerouac,
ghost of forty years,
your voice is stronger
now more than ever.
Bah!
-4/22/08, 11:17 P.M.
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