Sometimes, especially after a fight with my dad,
i feel like just picking up a knife and just cutting him in the chest,
and somethimes i even pick up a knife and fuckin' daydream about it. It is just really creepy.

But thats not the only thing. Sometimes,
when i just look in the street, and see just normal people, i don't even know, i blame them for all the problems i ever had in my life,
and then i want to just kill them.

Does any of you ever had this, well, i have this every day. But what about you?

Are you on medication for this?

I'd fucking hope he is.

But no doubt a few people will reply and claim they have thought about stabbing innocents before, as it makes them seem all alternative and depressed in an insane cool way.

*thumbs up*

No, i ain't sick or something, it's just, i've been bullyed all my life,
and my father is a "dictator". So for the bullying, i blame all of humankind,
and i just HATE my dad, you get it now. But sometimes i feel as if i am going mad.

How old are you for a start?

You've been bullied, so you balme everyone who ever existed because your father is a "Dictator"...and you hate him

....no.

:wacko:

:mello:


I just....don't know if that justifies wanting to fucking KILL you own father.....

I mean, even if he's a dictator, some parents are strict....so what? It won't last forever man. :thumb:

It is a mad world isn't it...?



Perhaps you could elaborate more on the situation so others can help you and go more in depth with their contribution.

My father can scream at me for no reason. I sweares and flames at me.

My entire life is a mess, been bullyed never accepted.

Well that's not very elaborate.....


Well, everyone has their story, you know?

If yours is with your dad, then just try to be a better person for it all. That's all you can do really and it's the best thing to do I think. You'll respect yourself more for it.

K, i'll try.

Nope, never felt that way before.

But if you seriously consider killing your own father, or taking your rage out on innocent people, then seek fucking help asap.

I was never bullied in high school, I was more or less, "the cool kid," then when I was in college, I was mellow and liked. But I remember some parts of high school and spectating bullying.

Let me ask you something, when you are bullied in school, how do you react? Do you get anal? Do you ignore? Do you tell? Or do you get violent?

I'm not really planning to kill him, Geez, i don't want to go to jail, it's just that sometimes i think that was.

Though i got violent everytime i got bullied,
i have many enemys for that reason now.

But how does that feel, to be popoular, Departed?

My father used to beat me up when I was younger, and I was constantly bullied in school. I may not have had a perfect life, but I don't regret for a minute that I've lived it so far, without vengeance or hatred in mind.
I've had anger issues of course, but I've worked a lot with myself, and I've proved to everyone that their attempts to bring me down have failed. You need to rise above it, and prove to your dad that you're nothing like him.

Fantasising about wanting to kill your father because of the mental torture he puts you through?
I can sympathise. Some people just need killing, it seems. ...Though, I wouldn't encourage it unless I knew your actual situation, because many people like to dwell on insignificant shit, or get the wrong idea.

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Wanting to take your anger out on innocent people because you were bullied by some assholes?
Seek some fucking help. NOW. Honestly, humanity may be disgusting in many ways, but we're not all narrow-minded pieces of shit. Well... okay... most of us are, but this is when we look at other sad aspects of life.

I would suggest having a man to man talk with your dad and tell him what he's doing that upsets you so much, and then tell him that it has to stop. Sometimes a talk between father and son can sort out a lot, but if that doesn't work then I'd get some help from someone that you trust.

See that's the thing, bullies thrive on that shit. If they see some kid overreacting to every little thing, then they will milk it for all it's worth.

A lot of my friends from high school pulled that shit, I'd laugh because it was funny but I'd usually be the guy who casually just told 'em now we should chill and move on.

It didn't feel any different at all. Popular kids or just well liked kids are no different than others, except we are very social and chill with each other.

What I suggest you do is when you are bullied, don't let it get to you at all, just don't react. Sometimes you can even laugh along with people bullying you.

The thing to remember is that kids aren't bad at school. It's just acting like assholes for humor, the less you react or bother acting that way, the less people will bully you.

I'm not trying to sound rude, but the people who try to act violently when they are bullied are the open buffet to people who bully kids.

Thanks mates, i'll try all the advice,
Much appriciated.

Kick 'em hard in the nuts. Thats the best way to establish a control over your bully. Kick him so hard that he actually falls to the ground. Then, when he is on the ground, kick him hard straight in his face and crouch down and nonchalantly threaten his life.

Works like a charm.

I had times when I was younger when i fantasised about killing my mother after she slapped me when she was drunk. So I can sort of relate, however I have grown out of that phase, and I have never been severely bullied.