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| Topic Started: Jul 10 2008, 07:48 PM (424 Views) | |
| Wilson | Jul 10 2008, 07:48 PM Post #1 |
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I'm sick of it. My depression taking me over each fucking day, I'm fucking going mad as I'm writing this. In fact, I'm only writing this shit to vent my rage on life. Say what you want, this is spam, I don't FUCKING care. I'm sick of life, and I need some fucking help. |
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| Roy Campbell | Jul 10 2008, 08:01 PM Post #2 |
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"We are a wondrous gathering of atoms formed into an incredible being, capable of experiencing our own existence. While we live this experience we must be thankful for it, and live it fully. When it ends, we return to what we were before it began. What we create and leave behind is our gift to those who will follow us. We return to the universe as we came from it, to be recreated, and recycled into the infinite all." |
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| White&Nerdy | Jul 10 2008, 08:11 PM Post #3 |
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Whats making you depressed? |
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| Wilson | Jul 10 2008, 08:14 PM Post #4 |
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Every fucking thing.
Edited by Wilson, Jul 10 2008, 08:41 PM.
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| White&Nerdy | Jul 10 2008, 08:15 PM Post #5 |
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why? I assume you made this topic to talk about it.
Edited by White&Nerdy, Jul 10 2008, 08:18 PM.
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| Solidcon | Jul 11 2008, 02:24 AM Post #6 |
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I by all means don't mean to sound condescending, but have you considered therapy? |
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| orionx103 | Jul 11 2008, 03:12 AM Post #7 |
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Profile says, roughly, fifteen. That means you're at "that age." The thing I've found is that depression creeps up on your when you've nothing to do. Sometimes, you can't help it. When I'm laying down in bed, trying to sleep, that's when it usually hits me the worst. But it's almost always when I'm not busy that I get that feeling. To put it another way, all the time I spent in front of a computer didn't help. Watching TV, doing small shit around the house-- stuff like that never kept my mind occupied. Personally, I smoked a lot of weed to help with the stress, and it does help, but it doesn't deal with the issues. The thing is, we don't know what's bothering you. I can't read your mind and see that you're problem is cabin fever or a lack of a social life. It could be that you're having problems with girls, your parents are driving you nuts, your teachers are bitches, your friends are getting old, you're failing a couple classes... Whatever. It could be a combination of problems that hit you just suddenly or have been developing over time. Besides going to a doctor, there are two things I would recommend: 1) Find new hobbies or try to dedicate more time to those hobbies. Like I said, one of mine was smoking weed-- not that I necessarily want to advocate it to a fifteen year old, but I was only a year younger than you when I started. I also write a lot, try to read some here and there, and so on. 2) If you don't have a journal or diary, you should start one. It's not as relieving to write your problems into a book only you see as it is to tell someone about them, but it serves it's purpose. If you are being challenged by a number of problems at once, putting them all on paper is a good way of plotting a course of action as to how to deal with those problems, without forgetting half of them. |
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| ichbinscissors61 | Jul 11 2008, 10:30 AM Post #8 |
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Well, I hate seeing someone like this, as I know exactly how it feels to be depressed like this. I know I can get very depressed for a lot of reasons, either over absolutely nothing, or over things that I care very much about. Maybe some of the things that help me might be able to benefit you. The first one I try, which does actually relieve the sadness and anger, is hitting myself. This is really one I don't suggest you try, as it can really hurt, but sometimes, the physical pain can numb the emotional to an extent, if I do it hard and long enough. It's a release I need at times, I have to just go mad and start hitting myself, the only way really, though yes, I don't think you should take it up, the only real thing you gain are impressive looking bruises.  Find something you can really get into, that drowns out everything, if you can. For me, this was and is MGS, believe it or not. It serves as a block for me, it holds me in tight and doesn't let me go. I know it's helped me through the horrible days, a couple of weekends ago, I needed MGS2 to get me through the Sunday, and it did, having being completed 3 times that day. It used to block out the pain of stuff in school, now it blocks out my fears of the future, and other things that matter hugely to me. If you can find something like this, something that can hide everything, at least for a while, it can be helpful. Another thing that can help is just talking to people, I have found. I know there are people who can really help me with my worries, as some of them have been through most of what I have. It may seem unfair to burden them with problems, and perhaps it is, but most people are willing to listen, and well.... just take their advice I guess, at least listen as well as you can. Go give your mum a hug. It actually does make me feel a little better.  Anytime you want to talk Wilson, I'll listen to you man, just let me know. |
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| Wilson | Jul 11 2008, 01:46 PM Post #9 |
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Cheers, guys. I just feel so angry and frustrated somedays. @Big Boss: I frequently hit myself. It hurts, but I can't help it. |
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| Burlynate | Aug 8 2008, 08:02 AM Post #10 |
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join /i/ and ruin someones life every once and a while (its good for venting) |
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| Sublymonal | Aug 8 2008, 08:04 AM Post #11 |
Um. A marine?
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That was a bit unnecessary. No matter what, keep pushing through. Considering your age, it will probably pass. |
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| iAn | Aug 8 2008, 11:20 PM Post #12 |
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Mmm. Puberty. What a wonderful stage in life. |
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| The Departed | Aug 12 2008, 12:55 AM Post #13 |
^^Give back my watch dammit!
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If you're still pissed off at the world, well, I suggest venting as much as you can. With people who can actually help you. If you're just venting here with a bunch of people who are saying, "ohhh dude, that sucks / yea been there, bro / Go see therapy / cool down," then it's just acknowledging the situation, and not solving it. But if you want my opinion, hitting yourself won't solve shit, but turning to a forum may not be the answer you're looking for, sorry. |
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| Wilson | Aug 14 2008, 04:06 PM Post #14 |
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I go to a doctor and take medication. It helps about as much as having a bullet in your head. It's not puberty doing it to me. Anyway, thanks guys, but I've come to terms with the fact that only I can save myself. |
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| A-Yty | Aug 21 2008, 11:44 AM Post #15 |
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"The whole world over, we eat, we shit, we fuck, we kill and we die. " |
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| The Black Devil Of Outer Heaven | Aug 21 2008, 04:54 PM Post #16 |
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Didn't know that things as bad as all that for you. Just try to take it easy man...we can't help you. Edited by The Black Devil Of Outer Heaven, Aug 21 2008, 04:55 PM.
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| iAn | Aug 22 2008, 08:15 AM Post #17 |
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Everyone went through the same thing. Don't worry. Its natural. Even I went through it in Middle School. Funny story. Teachers thought I was going to be a psychopath and made me see a shrink. I then had to eat medication that gave me insomnia for a few months. But everyone is different. Everyone deals with puberty differently. I remember back when I was just frustrated and pissed off and depressed, I looked for the source of the pain and I made piece with it. Believe me, you have no idea what its like to be at piece with your future when you know its going to be a pretty god damn bleak one. But I'm just some messed up kid, but hey... if I can get through it, so can you. |
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| PAKO | Aug 22 2008, 10:35 AM Post #18 |
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Kid, I know what you're going through. I'm about the same age as yourself. I know the cause of my depression and I need to come to peace with it soon. Wich is something I plan to do by this week. Just take it easy. And I'm sorry for those who may disagree but if you can lie to yourself for a bit you can kill time and use that to think of a real way to solve your problems. Personally, I smoke cigs to relieve all the stress and pain. I'm not saying for you to smoke but like stated before, get a hobby. Just stay positive and things will change for the better. |
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| trigz | Aug 26 2008, 01:56 AM Post #19 |
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If you're really bored of the things mentioned here well try out some religions....i have noticed no one has mentioned religions on this forum, you should actually check them out, but dont just check out one research on many. I wouldn't exactly point to one as i have a feeling a lot flaming will occur, but just do some research on different religions. If you already follow one and are dedicated to it, then do what ever you're doing. Good Luck. |
 
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